Tell me what is on the inside of you
If you think you know me, read this and think again.
I'm the only witness and the only person who can
judge my life. This is my blog so Click the red "X"
at the top right hand corner if it bring a pain eye
sight to you. Things are going well, I assure you all.
It have been awesome especially bf I've been ranting my nonsense to.
Shasha's The Name.
Speaks English, Chinese, and Malay.
Formal student of Bishan ITE,
Product design
I'm neither funny nor smart,
so here's a short introduction for you.
Your simple appreciation to what
I've done would bring a big fat smile on my face.
Thank you!

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I had phone conversation with My Boyfriend yesterday.
Apparently i'm missing him so much,
it’s like the first time we know each other.
(Only difference, my family loves him too much.)
But this time round i shed tears, tears of missing him so much.

So I just made him blush the other time,
I've on loudspeaker and let mothership lister to love voice.
heart raced a thousand times faster, nervous,
and he made me realise that we have changed because we let things get to us.
If we let the things that don’t matter to us get us,
we would still be in our honeymoon period.

I was a strong believer of “Arguing is essential in relationships.”
But now I think that it’s a shallow opinion, and that being happy all the time is
O K.

I let the things about me get to me so much, I forget about other people.
But seeing boyfie controlling himself makes me want to change myself for him.
He’s the reason to where I am today
Doing things I like.
He supports me in whatever I do,
listens to me rant about anything and tells me his views,
understand what it feels to be in my position,
& just being a bestfriend.

I'll thought i could talk to you online and
before I bed yesterday love, but its ok i know
that you are too tired.
I'm sorry if i made you angry dear.

I hearted you! I heart you. I will continue heart you.

















The past has a way of getting to you.
That scar that remains.
It'll fade over time.
But it'll always be there to serve as a painful memory of the past.

I thought i was stronger.
I thought i was strong.
But when something of the similar incident occurs
I crashed down into the pits.
Withdrawal.

Sometimes i wish i had a magical eraser
To erase these irrational thoughts and fear of the past.

All i need is a little more faith
And trust.

I still love Ridhwan. A lot.

I miss you, boyfriend.

LESSON TO BE LEARNT:
Don't be in a relationship if you THINK you are ready.
Be in one when you KNOW you are ready.

I'm sorry if the ending is a quickie, I need to pee. Been holding on.

(Shasha sayang Muhammad Ridhwan)

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