Friday, November 21, 2008 11/21/2008 06:49:00 AM
I won't say what was it about,
but I learnt something about my boy.
1A. Boys say things they don't mean, out of anger.
MFB always say things that breaks my heart
because he wants me to feel how it feels.
1B. Girls say things they don't mean to get
back at the boys for saying hurtful stuff.
I'd say things to hurt MFB because I feel hurt.
2A. Boys have the right intention, but they don't put it in good words.
MFB has always wanted to make me a better person,
but his words can be sharp and I always take it the wrong way.
2B. Girls always make 1001assumptions on
simplest things that have no inner meanings.
I always make it seem that MFB is picking on me.
He's not, but his words are.
3A. Boys will comfort girls at the wrong time.
MFB always want to comfort me immediately.
The problem with me is that I want 3/4 minutes alone.
After that I want him to pacify me.
Or I will get more upset that he is ignoring me (When he isn't.)
3B. Girls comfort boys but after being pushed away, girls just give up.
I always comfort MFB but when he pushes me away,
I just give up. Breaks my heart, breaks my self-esteem.
Just to let you know, we have made up.
Anyway, I have been busy with doing my projects, not attending classes, my boy.I need to seriously work on school now.
I’ve been working lately in school to burn my mid night oil and I haven’t had much time to spend with the boyfie. My body aches and i most worried for my presentation, i've never ever feel tense this way im really scare and i don't wish to hear that word, ya allah help me, push me to my end limit. I’ll be busy constructing some school stuffs and final year projects while he’s at work.
I MISS MY BOY.
Dear Muhammad Ridhwan,
Just so you know, I still do miss you. In fact, I missed you everyday and as corny as it may sound, I’m missing you a lot.
In case you’re wondering, I’m not doing this to just test the site. I was thinking why not write an open letter to you while I’m at it. It’s been quite a while since we’ve posted one like this, don’t you think?
Well, we’re two week from turning 4 and not a day goes by that I don’t love you.
I ♥Ewan
Love,
Shasha
Ps: I love my boyfriend so very much.
Thank you for reading.
I hate school, sorry, I am just very tired.
Now I am off to bed to have some rest
and than shower to get my ass in school.
Tomorrow off to zoo hurray family day ahaks.
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Fatimah hahahaha!! cravings for a daughter?? wahh ur mother instincts come already hor... kau giler sak. haha!.
Shasha Truth is, I don't really fancy kids.But I think I will be a good mother. Damn, I contradict myself don't I?Okay, in simpler terms, I like kids when they smell nice, smile/laugh a lot, belly full.I don't like feeding kids, trust me on this.
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Jaslyn i dun love u..i only love my dear..hahahz..kiddin la..i love u guyz 2!!
Shasha You don't love me:'( sob sob, well bout that msg don't bother that much k concentrate on school. Im sure he don't meant that way k lalink.
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Fatimah you're tagged to do a survey on my blog :]
Shasha Aku malas lar babe nak wat survey2 ni sume ehehe:p
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Lina ouhhhhh! hehe.. no wonder mcm kenal gitu.. anyway, care to link me? n hope to c u during our next gathering k.. =)
Shasha Lar i long time link u already lar lalink, waiting for u guys to texts me out for the next gathering k, misses u all:D
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Joshua i hope you have a nice day..every where you live..with you ,fmly and all you fwens
Shasha Thank you for dropping by to tag me:D same goes to you hope you have a great day with your family, friends and love ones.
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Fatimah kalau matair kau ewan, siape mustaqim aka aqim sia?
Shasha I don't wish to talk bout my past, his my past, and my present now is ewan
I ♥ Ewan so so much:)
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iCe Jiejie LOVEYOU , tkcare and study well
Shasha LOVE YOU TOO LALINK hehehe:D, you too take gudcare of ur health and wish you gudluck in ur upcoming presentation:)OWH and i can't wait to make gingerbread man cookie for my boyfie. You and wen must teach me k. I'll prepare the stuff by next week and than the first week will be the nice one for us to make, or should we make on my annimonthsary itself?Ok wadever it is its gonna be a big surprise for him ehehe(evil laughing).
Labels: affect your species, Open Letters To Ewan, Whatever you say
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