I really do not know why but something made me happy I guess... Someone called me this afternoon...aww..I kinda miss him..SAYANG EWAN:)

I'm gonna say what I want cause my blog is where I have my freedom of speech. As much as I know, Whatever you say, I didn't complain nor making a HOO-HAH.

When people talk nicely to you, answer back nicely laa. When you are pissed, I want you to know, i try to settle things. It wasn't so difficult am I right?If you really felt pissed about things

that has been happening, you should jolly well speak to me, not by giving me black face or

ignoring me like im invisible maybe im the cause of this mess. Totally felt left out today,Totally fcukup day for me,While talking on the fon with my sayang out of sudden i felt like pouring out. He heard my voice seems sad and he ask me why, what happen? didn't expect to cry, but thanks syg for your lovely sweet msgs..I'll stay strong wokay:) But b lom puas lar ayg bebual ngan b dah terputus:( {ayg dgr ni,ayg jgn yg bukan2 jgn lemah semangat,jgn nampakan kelemahan,but bb nak ayg bersemangat,jgn ada rase malu.but biar ada rasa malu dgn allah je..bukan dgn manusia yg sama darjatnya dgn ayg..ingat allah banyak2 selawat keatas nabi.jgn masa susah kiter baru nak cari allah,but biar setiap masa kite ingat allah..sbb bile kiter ingat allah pasti hati kite tenang n rasa di redhai..ingat kalau ayg boleh solat ayg solat la..jgn buang masa menangis tanpa ada perubahan..allah pasti mengetahui apa yg ayg sedih ape yg ayg rase.. dgn allah kiter mengadu in'allah..allah membantu kiter ingat tu..jgn rase malu ngan manusia sbb manusia tu pun ciptaan allah..dia x ada kuasa mengubah nasib diri manusia..kuatkan semangat.ingat g skool mesti ada niat tuk terus belajar, langkah kanan masuk kelas dan bismillah banyak2..ape yg ayg rasa skunk adalah bisikan syaitan yg melemahkan ayg..bersemangat n ingat allah n ingat bb ea sygku..bb akan doakan tuk ayg terus berusaha..amin..nn syg ayg.} 7 smses from bf. Received fon call from my secondary sch gf. She was here in my sch to visit her lecturer and had a movie date with my two other gf. So before she came to my seat i quickly wipe off my tears, i don't want her to see me crying. I was damn hungry after crying lots, so drag her along to the canteen and i had my luch and green tea break huhu:D Than saw alice my so called jie jie, chatted with her bout my brokeup with my ex. She was kinda shock i guess that i and him broke up. Owh well im happy with my current bf now. I LOVE him to bitttsss man. Ouch and who says puffy girls can't have gf, for your info my bf loves my cubbyness wokay. YOUR thinking, YOUR saying won't make any effect on me, MY BF loves me the way i am.

I don't want to lose a friend because she was one of the best gf I have and I

wanna see her smile and laugh all she want not dread all the way. I know you can't accept what had happened but please accept the analysed theory I made here.

YOU!! you know who im refering to,you have the cheek to scold me some more?

hmmm? Even my bf has never even scolded me who the hell you are to have the right to scold me. My friends are right, listen here this will be the very last time im helping you. I don't want to get into trouble. So stay away from me. Say also don't listen. Listen also don't understand.Don't understand also don't ask. Asked also don't do. Do also wrong. Wrong also never admit. Admit also not true. True also not happy. Not happy also don't tell.
VOICE OUT LA YOU IDIOT!

get away from me! you an idiot. Don't know how to appreciate people. People respect him but he himself don't know how to repect people. Cough wrong, sit on the floor also wrong. people visit wrong, people there for you also wrong. HE IS A CONTROL FREAK! GET RID OF HIM FOR ME! im not happy being with you in the first place.Things will not change. So please take my advice.Now he wanted to make me happy and mould things for the better but too bad i won't fall into ur trap again. But what BAD or NASTY things or words you do or say to me will not be forgiven. Why didn't you realise it earlier? Why must you blame it on me for everything? why?? You should know yourself and me the best. I gave you many chances because I respect your decision, but do you respect mine? In fact, you really don't know whats going on. Now you regret that you're losing me now you can't accept what had happened but its already over between us please accept mine decision. To both guys who hurt me in mine life, quit whatever you are doing. You guys really don't know how to treat me right. You shouldn't scold me. Come and have a good chat with my bf. Pick someone who really have the callibre of speech like my bf and not to the people who is weaker than you. I LOVE EWAN and no other person can replace him. His mine, all mine. I HEARTS EWAN TO BITTTSSSS:))