Wednesday, October 22, 2008 10/22/2008 11:24:00 PM
Hey...Sorry, been a lil moody this time round. I just got distracted by my friend. we chatted and he ask if I could talk to him, but I said no cause im scared of him already "there's some things happened between us which you people do not have to know(:" And he started scolding me like "wtf sia" and all the vulgar words bla-blahhh. My eyes started to widen, cause for all I know. He started to tell me how much problems he's facing. I felt damn bad that time, so I started apologising, but he kept on saying it was not my fault, it was all his, in that conversation, I think there's like 5 times of apologies made to me. My heart just started to weaken knowing how he had realised how jerk he was to me and stuffs. I don't know really what else to reply him anymore. So I told him, just forget bout it. Cause I know he need someone. Very much of it. He let out all his problems. From rumours, personal problems to family. I was tearing up too. Its so sad to see someone like him, in this state. Cause eventhough he had hurt me alot, I still am here for him, and I'm the only one who knows this. But I got to blog it, its like my diary, I should type it, But I know you people will read it. So go ahead.. And see, I've been skipping school for almost 4days, so stressed up. Haissh, poor him.
AND PLEASE PEOPLE, DONT JUST FUCKINGLY JUMP TO CONCLUSION WHO HE IS, I HATE IT WHEN YOU THINK YOU KNOW THAT PERSON BUT ITS NOT WHO HE IS.MIND YOUR BUSINESS, AND I'LL MIND MINE. IF YOU REALLY HAVE THE CHAP TO TALK ABOUT THIS TO PEOPLE, OR EVEN ASK ME WHO IS THIS, PLEASE UH, I WONT TELL YOU WHO, ITS SO EMBERASSING FOR HIM ,EVEN MY CLOSEST FRIENDS, DO HOPE YOU UNDERSTAND ME RIGHT NOW,I DONT WANT YOU TO FORCE ME OR ASKING ME ABOUT THIS MATTER, I PROMISE YOU ,I'LL FORGET ABOUT IT,YOU TOO SHOULD, SO PLEASE HELP ME, GET YOUR BLODDY MOUTH SHUT.(:ps: hate it when people thinks its this guy, or that.and im sorry if im vulgar, as you know im stressed too. please forgive me if you felt offended, my blog is like my diary, so i thought of letting it out.
B I MISS YOU LOTS LAR!! ayg janji ayg xponteng2 skool agi, b jangan marah2 k. I LOVE YOU EWAN
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