Tell me what is on the inside of you
If you think you know me, read this and think again.
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sight to you. Things are going well, I assure you all.
It have been awesome especially bf I've been ranting my nonsense to.
Shasha's The Name.
Speaks English, Chinese, and Malay.
Formal student of Bishan ITE,
Product design
I'm neither funny nor smart,
so here's a short introduction for you.
Your simple appreciation to what
I've done would bring a big fat smile on my face.
Thank you!

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Thank you Allah for opening my heart to make me realise my mistake and made me change.
I plead for my forgiveness. Please forgive me. I want to start my life anew. I knew i have been defiant towards my parents. I seek for forgiveness and hope to lead a new life change. This year Ramadhan is really a sad and grieveful year. I never meant to hurt your heart and your soul. I didnt meant what I did It was beyond control. And now that you're leaving me, I have to make a move, Ouwh please take good care for me ya allah. and im moving house after raya.

Baby, I really love you and I never want to lose you. Sayang, I really need you and I cannot live without you. My life is all about you and there is no one out there who can take your place.Baby, you are my everything, I swear nothing like that is ever going to happen again as long I live. I want you all by myself baby and I never want to hurt you. Im grateful and thankful to have you in my life and I want to be your Princess forever sayang. I love you so much baby, and Im sorry for everything, whatever wrong I've done. I promise to take care of our relationship. I just hope nothing is going to change cos I don't want to. I want your love for me to stay and not fade. You are the one baby, you are the one baby.
Mohd Anuaruddin, the man of my life. Forever.

Everyday I think of you, you're on my mind like something new, New is always something clear, Just like the words you tell in my ear, You tell me you love me and we'll always be, just as one, you and me, I prayed for an angel, of course it was you, but when I couldn't have you I didn't know what to do, Now we're together and now I know, it will last but it won't go by slow, So take care of my soul, take care of my heart, just do this and we'll never be apart,Yet, nothing can express my love that is true, P/S: I love you sayang. And thank you Peng peng, Jaslyn and Sean for visiting me at the hospital:)

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When to the hospital this morning, a little late for the appointment. Since im already late for the appointment, we took cab to hospital and reach about 9plus. Procedure when per normal. When for checkup and see the doctor lastly i when for my jab, blood test. I have to fast for half a day only today, cause of the blood test.
Tired real tired reach home grab a bite and when to sleep. Today i nak makan dendeng harap-harap, tuhan kuat kan moga aku tk lemah-lemah jadi aku boleh ke bazaar geylang beli dendeng nanti hehe:). Sebab nanti dah pat hospital tk leh makan yg sedap-sedap. Pasti aku merindui masakan ibu ku. Alahai bukan nye selamanye aku kat hospital kan. Bersabar lar shasha, selawat banyak-banyak.

Will be admitted to the hospital this thursday 3rd september. Been craving to eat many food, dasyat nye aku. Semue nak makan. Org ckp makan ni aku pon teringin jgak.
Dulu macam org menyidam, nak makan ikan pari lar, nak makan kentang ball lar, nak makan durian cake lar, nak makan dendeng lar, ni lar tuh lar macam-macam. Macam org mengandung la kata kan.

Ya allah kau selamatkan lar dan lindungi la hamba mu ini. Moga-moga tiada apa2 yang akan terjadi dan moga-moga semuanya berjalan ngan lancar.Amin. My fear of being alone in hospital. My fear of everything. Hopefully will discharge soon once everything is done. Now let me rest will you:)

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STOP BEING FCUKING ANNOYING. SERIOUSLY.
I DON'T NEED YOUR HELP TO PASS THAT MSG NOR DO YOU NEED TO KNOW THE REASON WHY. YOU'RE JUST A FRIEND AND NOT A CLOSE ONE SO MYOB. SHEESH. THAT MOTHERFUCKER REALLY PISS ME OFF.
I'm not sure why all of the sudden it came across my mind but fo' sure this feeling really bothers me ALOT. So there goes the tomato moment of mine again. To be frank, that doesn't really matters much but what matters most is just to ignore her bitchy mouth. So now what's your Problem? Honestly, I don't need your help. So don't even bother trying cause you're worsening the situation and I despise you moron for what just happen.

Plus, why are you being so nosey about? It's none of your fucking problem. SO WHAT! It's my loss and not yours. So what asshole?! Now the main point is, It's None of Your Business. Seriously. Just get the fuck outta way.

Come on, you can have him all you want all yours. Don't tell me your grandmother stories here uh. Its already enough that u have hurt me deeply with your sharp words. Cine beloh. Lu memang kolot nye cine uh. Perasan je cakap melayu tak betol nak step mane nye je. Padan muke lu BLOCK YOU FROM MY MSN je yang boleh ajar kau.

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I never meant to hurt your heart and your soul
I didnt meant what I did It was beyond control
And now that you're leaving, I have to make a move
And persuade you, Ouwh please....

Baby,don't go
Baby,don't leave
If you go and if you leave you're setting me alone
I say, baby, don't go
Baby,don't leave
If you go and If you leave then I'll be alone
I'll be alone....

That night I've been paranoid Im sorry I make you mad
I broke your heart and burn your soul, you know I should be told
And all the moments that we've spent will always be remain
So please forgive me, ouwh please...

Baby,don't go
Baby,don't leave
If you go and if you leave you're setting me alone
I say, baby, please don't go
Baby, please don't leave me

I really love you...
Im gonna miss you...
So please don't go away...

ps:thank you for being there for me and being my truly friend . >arnab.

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I had a long conversation with him yesterday night
you would know that the person on the other line
would be my dearest boyfriend.

Even though the conversation was just few hours,
Its like a long chat for us
I realized a change in my boyfriend.
My tears drop when i heard him talking
i just can't stop crying


Day by day, those yesterday's feeling fades away
i wish you could accept it but im not too hopeful
&&we'll never know what tomorrow may comes
im afraid, afraid to face my future
Why is this happening to me?
I have always been there for him
Through and through
And he has always been there for me
To save the sorry ass from this state of mine
Depressing Life of yours
There's still plenty of girls out there
Who will loves you, who will cares for you
Do i meant alot to you?
I trusted what you said to me
every single word but "nasi dah menjadi bubur"
I don't know what you are thinking of right now
but i know that i makes you worry so much bout my situation
trust me i'll will be just fine
Just so i want you to know that, you mean a lot to me
More than you ever know
I've never saw this coming
No matter what, you're always been on my mind
and i love u so much syg
Those days when we had together
Those times the both of us spent talking on the phone
Where are they now?
Will there be a change in our life?
They're all gone
Everything the both of us had
will it fades away
And i was never the only that matters to him
I know it must be a terrible night for you
I wish i could kept it from you
but i felt you should know and i shouldn't lie to you
any much longer.
I had nothing now
everything vanish.
I wish i could reverse this curse
If i could, would you still treat me the same?
What have you done to deserve such a treatment from him?
Maybe it's true its not just the right time yet
But sometimes goodbye is the only way.
Take good care of yourself i understand your feelings
its just time to bid goodbye to you my beloved.

On a lighter note, I still love you MOHD ANUARUDDIN.

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I use to spend my free time designing and illustrating things that I like. As a person with a fetish for experimentations. I enjoy trying out different kinds of styles for a change. As much as when she got not inspiration she will be gloomy in her little own world. This place is a channel for me to express my thoughts and moods in a visual form which is why you can see that I often misses school i regret for not paying much attention to my lecturer who teachers me web designing. I guesse i might go further if i have put in much effort in my studies. But im happy enough that my effort had paid off when i took part in IBM `07 COMPETITION i gotten in to the top 10 finalist. That was when i stood my head up high presenting our school. It was a mesmerising event.

I promise myself that i will start a healthy life as for today im feeling bored staying at home doing nothing. Tomorrow is mothership 50th birthday. So fast it will be the fasting month. Nowadays, I feel my body rather weak but i hope this year i could fast normally insyaallah, amin. Owh i can't wait to go to the zoo tomorrow yipee.
Stay tune and keep updated olrite peeps. Ok i got to go and doodle something on illustrator see ya buybyee.

Al-Fatihah buat Ustaz Asri. Semoga Allah mencucuri rahmat-Nya dan dia ditempatkan dgn org2 yg beriman. Semoga Allah mengurniakan pahala yang berlipat ganda untuk setiap keinsafan yang terlahir dari lagu-lagu Rabbani. Memang tidak dinafikan bahawa banyak manfaat diperolehi dari lagu-lagu Rabbani dan semoga terus subur di hati naluri umat pendengar. Buat keluarga Allahyarham, banyakkan bersabar dan berdoa. Allah pasti membalas segala kesabaran itu,insyaallah, amin.

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